i order a salad
salmon 
beautiful and proud 
hides his profile in 
the leaves 
in all the dialects of his native 
language, he tries to tell me that the service 
here is bad and that the staff sometimes 
drop cutlery on the floor; others 
choose a place next door - red in excess - 
i can hear them slurping their noodles 
all my 
senses spin a request to turn down the 
air con but the hostess has put on her face 
a moisturizing mask and 
needs another 5-6 minutes before she 
can wash it off 
she hides in the secluded 
nook and sends text messages to her 
lover
every day it is clear that he would 
not leave his wife and kids for her 
i count one hundred and twenty one seconds 
and fold my sentences in origami salmons 
“can you turn down the air con?”
“do you think you can turn down the air con?”
“will you please turn down the air con?”
dear grant, i’ve been loving you 
for too long. i need to wash off my mask 
and take care of a freezing client x x